1. Sometimes when i think about you, it makes me sad. It makes me sad because it makes me realize that we've drifted apart. Things used to be so carefree, effortless, and fun. Now it seems like i have to work for the time i get to spend with you. I miss how things were so easy with us. We were so close. Whenever people asked me who my best friends were, you were always at the top of my list, because you are you. You know me more than any one else, besides Jane and Sarah. It just seems like things have changed between us. Something is either missing or wasn't fulfilled. I miss you in my life. I'm gonna be sad when you have to leave. I didn't/don't want to say anything because i don't want to lose you even more than i am already. I can't let you fully go and i will never be able to let you go. You have a part of me that will always belong to you. Please come back. I miss you.
2. I don't know what i would do without you. When i think about when we're apart or when you can't do something, it makes me sad. I love being around you all the time. I can never get tired of you. You know me so well, its nice to know someone truly understands me because they feel the same way. I would do anything for you. I would go to the ends of the earth just to make you happy. Thank you for everything that you do for me. I will NEVER let anything get inbetween our friendship, EVER. You are so important to me. You are my best friend and my sister that i never had. Fck needing to have a guy, you are my other half. Thank you for putting up with my meaness and mood swings. I am really sorry bout that! I don't know why i lash out sometimes, i just can only take so much of school, home and pressure in general. I hope you know i really love you. I'm seriously lost without you beside me. I need you in my life. So please never leave me.
3. My room is pretty lonely at night. I don't have anyone to talk to. No one at night to share stuff with or tell stories to. I miss you alot. I can't wait til summer when you come back down. I hope you stay here. I know going back home is important to you and that you are much needed there but it would be real nice to have you here as well. I love you so much. I miss you everyday. Hope you are doing well. I pray for you and i love you.
4. Thank God that i met you. What would i do without you? I can take the screaming so don't worry about it. Just wait, i'll probably break sometime soon and i'll scream too. Sorry if i scream at you, don't take it to offense. You are my twin brother. You know everything about me. You are so observant, you help me learn things about myself that i never even thought about before. I really thank you for that. You mean ALOT to me. Thank you for understanding me and for putting up with me. Thank you for sharing a guys point of view with me, its always good to know both sides about stuff. Thank you for giving me advice and for approving of guys or a guy that i shouldn't be into or have feelings for. You know who i'm talking about. Thanks for giving me hugs. Thank you for always being there.. thank you for you. I will never be able to say thank you enough. I know right now that you are probably shaking your head saying "Wow Alexa..." But just shut up, okay? Because even though YOU might think you haven't done anything for me. You really have, so just accept that okay? I love you, bro.
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