youuuuuuu.

are too amazing.
Glad that we're together. =]

Alexa

is one happy girl.

Everday.

I pretty much fall more and more.

Yum.

"Be a first-rate version of yourself,

Not a second-rate version of someone else."

-Judy Garland.

I wanna make this =] Strawberry Tiramisu. YUM.

...

You basically just left .. and i already miss you. =/

Hmm.

1. Tonight was alot of fun.
2. Tomorrow will be amazing too.
3. I want to ask you something, i'll do that soon.
4. You don't have to hesistate, if you get what i mean. haha
5. Thank you for being you.

It Doesn't Matter.

It doesn't matter where we are.
It doesn't matter when we're together.
It doesn't matter what we are doing.
It doesn't matter how much time we have.

As long as we're together, that's what matters.

Did you know that you mean alot to me?

=] Well i'm glad you know now.

Girls are like

apples on trees. The best

ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach for

the good ones because they are afraid

of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they

just get the rotten apples from the ground

that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples

at the top think that something is wrong with

them, when in reality, they're amazing.

They just have to wait for the right

boy to come along, the one

who's brave enough

to climb

all the way

to the top

of the tree.

I've come to realize

1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...
Is just fine. haha

2. I've come to realize that my job...
Is a job and that i need to work more.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I tend to drive fayst or slow depending on my mood at the moment.

4. I've come to realize that I need....
To work harder.

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...
Alot of friendships.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
I don't say things that should be said right away.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
I do really stupid things.

8. I've come to realize that money...
Really isn't everything and it can't buy you happiness
because it will always leave you wanting more.

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
Will be there for me no matter what and others will
just walk right out the door.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always ...
Procrastinate like a bitch.

11. I've come to realize that my family...
Is very very important to me.


12. I've come to realize that my mom...
Does so much for me and needs to be appreciated more.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
Is basically a neccessity.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
I was actually excited for school.

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
So many things run through my mind.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...
About things that need to be done.

17. I've come to realize that my dad....
Is a silly man.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
I need to sign off right away.

19. I've come to realize that today...
Was an amazing day that i need to have more often.

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
Will be relaxing.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
Will be amazing.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
Get back my summer body.

23. I've come to realize that the people who care about me the most are...
Still in my life.

24. I've come to realize that life...
Goes by so fast.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...
Will be sweeeet.

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...
Is Relient K


27. I've come to realize that my friends...
Are pretty great.

28. I've come to realize that this year...
Has made me grow up and be more mature.

29. I've come to realize that my ex...
And i should be friends.

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should...
Actually get up and do what i'm supposed to do.

31. I've come to realize that I love...
Fashion. Friday Nights. Summer. Volleyball. Lakers. etc etc etc.

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...
Guys.

33. I've come to realize my past...
Made me who i am today. I don't regret anything.

34. I've come to realize that parties...
Need to happen more often.

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...
Of not being successful.

36. I've come to realize that my life...
Is flying past me so fast and that i need to make a difference.

today.

Today was a pretty great day.

• Seeing you first thing in the morning is always a great start to my day.
• Driving fayst to Starbucks during homeroom with the bfff.
• Lunch with youuu.
• Go Bananza which was pretttty good actually. Butterfingers > what you got. LOL jk.
• Laughing hysterically in 7th period with bfff.
• After school, just chillin, talking bout random stuff with you, doing homework.
• Just being with you.

Hello You.

I know you're reading this =] Thank you for a great day. Actually, thanks for a great month. haha. Can't wait for tomorrow and saturday? It will be fun as always. You are too amazing.

-akf.

P.S. I'm gonna buy you that car/truck. :P

you.

There are not enough words in the dictionary to describe you.

"But the great thing about the heart is that it has no master, despite what reason may think."

its funny

• Whenever i'm not talking to you. i think bout you constantly.
• I keep thinking bout August already and how thats gonna suck Dave.
• I hate not talking to you for like 4 hours straight cause your playing.
• I hate that you get to go home early cause that means i don't get to see you anymore.
• I get excited about the next day and seeing you.
• I feel 100% comfortable around you.
• You made me realize how i should be treated and what I really deserve.
• Thank you.

schooool

is such a drag. =/

fridaaaaayyy.

friday is gonna be suuhhweeet.

thenn SATURDAY! YESSSS

partypartypartypartypartyparty!

thoughts.

1. i think i'm gonna go with tunnel 2. Tunnel two, won't break my heart like you.
2. Duuuude, i just need space. Stop riding my back. I just wanna hang with Jane. Some days i'm just not feelin like talkin, you needa learn to just step back.
3. I love you despite our differences at times, thank you mom and dad.
4. Can't wait til this weekend!
5. You've been makin' me smile alot lately, thank you.
6. Sarah, thanks for showing me Airplanes. I really like it.
7. I keep thinkin' bout you, but then i think about all the things that you've done to me.. then the thought of you just washes away and disappears.. kind of like how you act sometimes to me..

Here's my list..
1. New music is a win win win.
2. Lemon Bars, wooo.
3. Friends.
4. Adventures.
5. You.

I have gotten into any trouble in a little over a year.. i'm so proud of myself :)

toomanygoodsongs.

Memories

Airplanes

Pursuit of Happiness Remix

Rude Boy

Nothin On You.

yes.

week of prayer = sleep.

friday = anticipation all week.

saturday = party!!!!!!

2

There are two tunnels, but I can only choose from one.

Do I take the tunnel that leads me to uncertainty? To a place that could be potentionally amazing. Somewhere that I have only dreamed of before. The perfect place I have always imagined it to be. The tunnel would be an adventure, fun and spontaneous. The path I constantly think about and can't decide whether or not I should travel down because I would have to work hard to make it to my destination?

OR

Do I take the tunnel that leads me to safety. A place that I am comfortable in. A place of leisure and ease. A place that could be amazing. A place where I am confident in. A place where I know what is going to happen at all times. The tunnel doesn't leave me guessing because I know the road, how far it takes to get there, the shortcuts, the traffic signs, everthing. The path I have been thinking about lately on whether or not I should travel down because I wouldn't have to work for it this time. My destination would just come to me.

I've been traveling down path one for

quite some time now, maybe its time now

that I pull over to the side and use my GPS

to help me find an easier route.

1. I wish you would've followed through. Instead

of saying things that kept me holding on.

done with labs for the entire year.

1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you... i love you.

1. Sometimes when i think about you, it makes me sad. It makes me sad because it makes me realize that we've drifted apart. Things used to be so carefree, effortless, and fun. Now it seems like i have to work for the time i get to spend with you. I miss how things were so easy with us. We were so close. Whenever people asked me who my best friends were, you were always at the top of my list, because you are you. You know me more than any one else, besides Jane and Sarah. It just seems like things have changed between us. Something is either missing or wasn't fulfilled. I miss you in my life. I'm gonna be sad when you have to leave. I didn't/don't want to say anything because i don't want to lose you even more than i am already. I can't let you fully go and i will never be able to let you go. You have a part of me that will always belong to you. Please come back. I miss you.

2. I don't know what i would do without you. When i think about when we're apart or when you can't do something, it makes me sad. I love being around you all the time. I can never get tired of you. You know me so well, its nice to know someone truly understands me because they feel the same way. I would do anything for you. I would go to the ends of the earth just to make you happy. Thank you for everything that you do for me. I will NEVER let anything get inbetween our friendship, EVER. You are so important to me. You are my best friend and my sister that i never had. Fck needing to have a guy, you are my other half. Thank you for putting up with my meaness and mood swings. I am really sorry bout that! I don't know why i lash out sometimes, i just can only take so much of school, home and pressure in general. I hope you know i really love you. I'm seriously lost without you beside me. I need you in my life. So please never leave me.

3. My room is pretty lonely at night. I don't have anyone to talk to. No one at night to share stuff with or tell stories to. I miss you alot. I can't wait til summer when you come back down. I hope you stay here. I know going back home is important to you and that you are much needed there but it would be real nice to have you here as well. I love you so much. I miss you everyday. Hope you are doing well. I pray for you and i love you.

4. Thank God that i met you. What would i do without you? I can take the screaming so don't worry about it. Just wait, i'll probably break sometime soon and i'll scream too. Sorry if i scream at you, don't take it to offense. You are my twin brother. You know everything about me. You are so observant, you help me learn things about myself that i never even thought about before. I really thank you for that. You mean ALOT to me. Thank you for understanding me and for putting up with me. Thank you for sharing a guys point of view with me, its always good to know both sides about stuff. Thank you for giving me advice and for approving of guys or a guy that i shouldn't be into or have feelings for. You know who i'm talking about. Thanks for giving me hugs. Thank you for always being there.. thank you for you. I will never be able to say thank you enough. I know right now that you are probably shaking your head saying "Wow Alexa..." But just shut up, okay? Because even though YOU might think you haven't done anything for me. You really have, so just accept that okay? I love you, bro.

Rude Boy by Rhiannnnnna