You.

I wish that you could see how much you really deserve. You deserve better than her and you need to let it go. 3 years man? I know that is a really long time and it is going to be a long process but you have to start. There are so many people out there. You have to let yourself be open to meeting them. You are so afraid that you are going to be lonely if you don't stick to who you are stuck on, but the fact is, you are going to be lonely if you don't let yourself let go on the person you are currently stuck on. I can't even explain to you how much you deserve and how amazing you are. I hope that you would just have confidence in yourself. She isn't treating your right, you know that, i know that, we all know that. So don't keep putting up with it. If she finally likes you sooner or later then you'll just have to face that when the time comes but til then don't keep hanging on to her. Like i told you today, like some genius person told me coming back from bible camp (but for you, its her instead of him). "The reason you can't get over him is because you think that he is the best you can get, when i know you can do so much better." Larry was right, and so i'm giving you the same advice. You can do so much better because honestly, you can. You need someone who appreciates for you and who won't take you for granted. You need someone who won't leave you anytime they feel like it then come crawling back to you when things don't go their way. Trust me, it will be a long process but you can do this. You know you can do this, i know you can do this, we all know you can do this and we all have your back. You know i am always here for you whenever you need, just text or call me. Or if you see me at school just call out my name and i'll drop whatever i am doing. You deserve someone who is completely compatible with you and won't keep you in the "friend zone." because any girl would be lucky have you by her side.